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| I give up. Completely this time. I'm done. I'm tired of obsessing and coming up as a failure. I'm fat. Fuck it. I'm okay with that.
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| tomorrow is my birthday. i know i didn't reach my goal. oh, fuck. |
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| Eating. Purging. Eating. Purging.
My weight is probably back up. I'm too scared to weigh myself. I fucked up. I was doing good, so I thought. I got some green tea pills. They say they'll help my metabolism. We shall see. I gotta get out of my house for awhile. Going to spend a few days at my friends, again. I hope this week is better than the last.
Hope all is well. Comment me, tell me how you're doing. I miss you, girls. I hope you're doing way better than I. <3 |
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